i woke up late today
sedar-sedar dah pukul lapan
take a bath, eat breakfast blablabla
ready to go
amazing things happen when u least expecting it
when i am in the lift it stopped on the 9th floor (note: i live on the 10th floor)
"damn.. time ni pulak ramai orang" i said to myself
a muscular guy hop in
he gave me a "hello, good morning!" smile
i profesionally responded by unleashing my "Hi, have a nice day!" smile (although i didn't meant it.. haha)
the lift move on
and stop on the 8th floor
"ishlah, sape pulak ni" i starting to feel irritated (i am gonna be really late man)
then a girl walk in
"eh i never seen this girl before?"
wow! she is really damn cute (i don't know how to describe.. use your imagination)
my guess she is in her early 20
wait
im in my early 2o.. maybe we are meant together?
adakah ini yang dikatakan takdir? hahaha (optmistic!)
she smile at us
you know the "let's spread the happiness" smile
i blushed (god, i don't know why?)
kind of shy.. i avoid looking at her
endeavor my sight towards my shoe (yeah i know.. its lame)
is this love at first sight? (ok2 exaggerating it.. hehe)
"ting!" the lift arrive at 1st floor
thats my call
"aiseh.. 1st floor already? how come suddenly so fast?"
reluctantly i walk of the lift feeling very rugi
i didn''t even smile back at her.. (hows that for a 1st impression?)
determined and with full enthusiasm
i said to myself
"starting tommorow i am gonna be late to office"
sorry boss.. haha
smile :) Tuesday, August 21, 2007
click the flick Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Last night I hangout with some of the flickr members
My 1st time with them
3 of them – Anna, Johan, Iskandar
I just swing by to take a look at Anna photography magazines
Yup, she is selling them less than half the price
^^
The meet up was amazing
They were really friendly, hmm wait!
Let me rephrase that, they were crazy!
Ha-ha
Iskandar and Johan were always teasing each other
Iskandar with his funny sarcastic joke
Johan using his cute approach
And Anna playing the ‘lalang’ part, changing sides
Its was laughter all along
Me? How bout me?
I kept quite most of the time
Ha-ha
“Hey you can just jump into our conversation, don’t be shy. 99% of the conversation will be rubbish only 1% is serious” joke Iskandar
It was not like I don’t want to join
But they look really close to each other
Like years of friendship or so
But surprisingly they are not
Anna and Iskandar hardly know each other
But they just ‘click’ or should I say ‘flick’
Ha-ha
All of them are from different walk of life
Johan is summarizing the news
Iskandar is a fulltime wedding photographer
Anna I am not sure, something to do with Adidas
The fact that I see three stripes all around her
But one obsession binds them together
Love of photography
It’s wonderful to get to know them
I am looking forward for the next meet up
Laughter will triumph over Abdullah Hukum
That’s for sure
In the mean time
Let’s improve my communication skills :/
chat with a 16 years old mother Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Yesterday I was given an opportunity to chat with a girl
She is 16 from California, looks like a normal girl to me
Until she told me she is a mother
Yup a mother of a 4 year old girl
Damn
That mean she gave birth to her child when she was 12
“I almost die giving birth” she added
How could this be possible?
I am dazed
Doubt it, I kept asking her to clarify
Her response “You don’t know me and don’t know my life quit bugging me!”
Not to flame her anger further, I apologize
Later I got to know that
She work as waitress and 2 other part time job to support herself and the baby
They live together in an apartment she bought by herself
“It’s kind of sad that I couldn’t live a normal life, but I brought myself to this position”
She amazes me
16, a mother, independent and responsible
Compared to some Malaysian, where babies can be found in trash and public toilet
What I adore most about her
She is willing to dealt with the consequences of the mistake she did
Not many people can do that
For me
Surely she makes me felt inferior
Even at 21 I am still bugging my parents’ for allowance
Ha-ha
I hope for the best to her and her baby